Peculiarities

The life that I want to might be different from others. Well, everyone is different and they might change as the time passes by. I define myself as the unicorn of my society. I tend to walk against the route, think different from others, live my life different from others. The path that I'm going to take might not be an ideal way for some people because its against the norms. I am a vocal person. Older generations can't expect us younger generations to act like them, to be like them. Instead of snapping us off because we are "too young", they should teach us how to speak out/ voice our opinion in a very courteous way without hurting others. They should take into account our opinion and welfare as well because we are the one who's going to inherit the country. Experience are not counted by how old you are, how rich you are but how you lead your life. We lead a different way of life, we think differently. People should respect others opinion. For me personally, there is no right or wrong with the opinion. That's what they believe, respect them. Humans have choice, that differs us from other creature. We can define what is wrong and what is right which is one of the valuable gift from God to us. We are special in our very own way, just like our thumbprint. Let the people believe what they want to believe, our job is to be nice to them. In this context, be nice does not mean you must agree with them, be nice here means treat them nicely regardless of skin colour, race, belief and religion. Everyone deserves happiness, choice, opportunity and path. The perception of "religion makes humanity in chaos" is not quite right. Religions promote peace and kindness. If that person follows her/his religion totally, I don't think that person would let herself/himself into the dungeon of destructions. Yes, religion might be limiting you from doing few things but think the good side of it. Why the religion forbids this and that? Think about it. Just like things, every single thing has its creator. The world cannot exist by itself just like human creating itself. If it's true humans create themselves, why they cannot live forever? Why humans cannot cure by themselves when they have cancer? The answer is simple. There is something far far powerful than human or other living things, that is our Creator. Believe me, if you try to find Him, He will give path for you. The religion extremists do not define ones religion. Let the peace within you.

Enough is Enough

I against any form of violence. Why do we need to take physical actions in our hand when we already have the legislation? What's the point of the existence of legislation if people couldn't follow it? Yes, the legislation we have is imperfect, flaws but what do you expect from the man-made creation? Just because you are in the right side, it doesn't mean that you should hit others or carry out any form of violence. THAT'S NOT RIGHT! You represent your religion, your nation. Our religion had ENOUGH of this! Don't you see? They would look at us as the nation who support violence, who carry out violence, who love to take action in our own hand, etc. You should be the role model, not the wreck model. Stealing, gangsterism,cheating,fighting,racism are wrong regardless of the reasons. Your intention does not legalise your action. Think before you leap because every time you leap, you will affect others. Enough is enough. People make mistake, but the mistake you have done does not give you license to continue to do the mistake. Mistakes have been done. Learn from them. You'll be a better person the next time.

Liveliness

I cut my hair today. Those long and restless hairs are no longer useful to me. I felt like a new born person again. It felt like something heavy on your hair just dropped off as you cut them. Those long hairs, I would say I love them, so much. God knows how much I loved them. But then, they are like poisons in the sugar, rivers hoarding treasures. Too many sweet and bitter memories stuck there. Those hairs made me realize just how long I had survived since the 'tough' year. Those hairs were holding me back, haunting me like an unstoppable moving film strip, flashing every single thing I have done in the past. I'm a new person now. Those duration had come to its inevitable end. I'm stepping to a new phase. I'm not looking back. People called it turn into a new leaf but I called it stepping into a new phase of life. Dear past, thank you. You taught me a lot and you made me for what I am now. Yes, I won't deny I have lots and lots of regrets in this life even though I wish I don't regret them. Those were glitters on my drawing. I took them as experience. They were like something precious, much more precious then gold and diamond, they were priceless. You might have Infinity dollars but you can't buy experience. Money, they are prominent part in our life but nevertheless they can't buy few things. They can't buy real friend, dead soul, experience, gentle touch from the parents, etc. Dear future, for now you are like a bright flash that I couldn't see what is inside. You are uncertain, you are anonymous. What ever it is, please be nice to me. I want to be happy and live my life like I'm supposed to. I'm tired with the man-made system, people's ignorance, wild people, rude people, intolerant people, pointless doctrine,etc. Dear present, let's be patient. You'll indulge a cup of ice-cream later. Don't break down now. We have come this far and I know those bumpy and frictional roads has its final ends unless the path is in the circle shape. Nope, if the road is in the circle shape, don't take it. You'll end up living wearing a masquerade. life isn't just about being free. what's the point of being totally free when your soul are aching for the simple answer and truth? Who creates us? Why are we here? In the end, we are never really free.