Alone

I believe that I am forever alone. I don't know how do I know because I just did. Mom always said never mine if you are alone as long as Allah remembers you because if Allah is by your side, you'll never feel alone. I just realized today that when I was 6, I have no friend just like another kid. I distanced myself from the girl groups and sat alone. I hate those girls for unclear reason. I remember this one pillar I used to go and sit around it while looking at the gate waiting for someone in the kindergarten. Well, no one has really come to fetch or just say hello to me. I have no friend that I can really call a 'friend'. For me, they are just acquaintance. I don't know whether they still remember me or not but I guess they won't remember me at all. I am like an invisible kid when I was 6. I won't forget those bitter moments. For some people they may not understand how does it feels like, but I know because I was there. The 'Alone' story doesn't stop there. It continues to haunt me like a ghost till but it feels better when you grow up. I take it as a part of growing up process and it doesn't matter whether you have real friends or not. As long as you are good to the society, you won't feel alone and remember they are people like us or maybe even worse.