Anomaly

The world I lived in now is not the world I used to live. The world I believed a better place for me to express my belief is not the world of freedom anymore. Yes,my opinion, my stand, my point of view is different. The reality of world I'm living in right now where people like me are incrementally decreasing and soon will become minority. I'm not saying that I'm perfect or anything y know. This time, everything is just too hard to put things into words. Words have its limitation. What I'm going to say is beyond it. This time, I let it pass. How irony I feel a pang of suffocation in this so called 'wide' world. How irony cliché is better than straight to the point. l don't see the right when the society said it's morally and 'naturally' right. I don't see the wrong when the society said it's not okay. Easy to say, I don't wish to become a society wagon. I don't want this people to change for what I am, for what I believe, for what I stand. Maybe I should define myself as a thinking person who overdo it most of the time. Rationality and logic are not the ultimate benchmark I would say. My stand is the Word of God is the ultimate benchmark. I wouldn't define myself as a religious, devoted, or pious person but I have something that is holding me back. Something that hold me back from falling into the black holes. Something to turn to when life seems hard to breathe and live in. I have nothing against human right as long as it does not contradict with what I believe. People nowadays are lack of respect. I don't see the point of labelling someone just because they have different point of view. Sometimes all we need is to shut up and listen instead of rebutting and opposing endlessly. The world will become much better if everyone just respect each other and stop the act of labelling. Instead of saying I'm alkaline or acidic, I'm much more comfortable being a neutral being. The judgement day will come and that day you are on your own. Think twice before you leap and don't mourn over spilled milk. You carve your way. Hence, you taste your own meds.