For this time's entry, I think it would be like me writing a diary so excuse me for that.
I don't know if this feeling is just a normal crush that I have always had but I think I'm falling for someone for real. Let's start with how I got to know T. As always, I refrain to use he or she when I tell stories about my crush so let's just call my crush T.
Well, the story isn't interesting at all. There's no such thing as you bump into someone accidentally and then you guys meet eye to eye, fall in love, happily.ever.after. Hah! That just don't exist. At least not in my dictionary but yeah some people might experienced that before so ummm.. i don't want to speak hate so much about it. Oh btw, most of my crush couldn't speak English or read English(maybe) so I won't be figured out. Umm,.. I'm quite certain of it. Maybe.
So the story begins when I joined a group for transfer students in my university. BTW, I'm currently studying in one of universities in Japan. In the group, there are 7 people like me aka my batch plus 11 seniors. So T is like a head for that group and T who initiates the chat most of the time. I would describe T as a responsible person, mood-lifter, party-igniter and the list goes on. When I started to admire T, I haven't meet T in person yet. I got the feeling that if I met T, I might like T. On Tuesday night, we had our first welcoming party for transfer students. Oh before I forgot the prominent part, one of the reasons that I admire T is because T is a considerate person(at least that's what I think). I have few things that I couldn't consume such as alcohol and some type of foods. To encourage me and my friend to come to the welcoming party, T ensured us that the foods that will be prepared in the party are foods that can be consumed by us. I was touched actually by that gesture even if it was just a simple gesture by some(T_T)
On that day itself, T came late with pizzas. I looked at T for the first time face to face and I smiled involuntarily😂Just as I thought, T is awesome even in real life. The thing about present day is, having many sides in a body is completely normal. You can be extrovert in real life and introvert in social media or vice versa. On the other hand, T is the person that you could look at with the same sight either in social media or real life. Just by remembering T, I could smile and as I'm writing this entry, I'm actually smiling hahahhaa. lol. okay, that's cringe. We didn't talk much directly on the first meeting because T is my senior(according to Japanese calendar) and T sat a bit further from me. If we were to meet in my country, T would be in the same category as I am because we were born in the same year.
The thing about crush is they were meant to only be looked from afar. Deep inside of our heart, of course we would have wished that our crush could feel the same way as what we feel right now to them but in real life it didn't work that way. As much as I enjoy having T in my sight(I enjoy it so much that whenever I look at T I couldn't help but to smile), I know T is someone that is beyond my reach. T maybe loves the spotlight but as much as I love the spotlight too, I always have the tendency to find a safe and a hidden place away from the spotlight. As easy to say, T and I don't walk in the same pace and we live in a completely different world. I was lucky enough to meet T somewhere on the road of my life. I'm happy. Really happy. Oh and T loves to smile and laugh too. It makes me want to smile and laugh whenever T smiles or laughs.
I actually meet T again in welcoming party for club that I joined in my university but that would be in the next entry. Maybe.
JINN
I don't know if this feeling is just a normal crush that I have always had but I think I'm falling for someone for real. Let's start with how I got to know T. As always, I refrain to use he or she when I tell stories about my crush so let's just call my crush T.
Well, the story isn't interesting at all. There's no such thing as you bump into someone accidentally and then you guys meet eye to eye, fall in love, happily.ever.after. Hah! That just don't exist. At least not in my dictionary but yeah some people might experienced that before so ummm.. i don't want to speak hate so much about it. Oh btw, most of my crush couldn't speak English or read English(maybe) so I won't be figured out. Umm,.. I'm quite certain of it. Maybe.
So the story begins when I joined a group for transfer students in my university. BTW, I'm currently studying in one of universities in Japan. In the group, there are 7 people like me aka my batch plus 11 seniors. So T is like a head for that group and T who initiates the chat most of the time. I would describe T as a responsible person, mood-lifter, party-igniter and the list goes on. When I started to admire T, I haven't meet T in person yet. I got the feeling that if I met T, I might like T. On Tuesday night, we had our first welcoming party for transfer students. Oh before I forgot the prominent part, one of the reasons that I admire T is because T is a considerate person(at least that's what I think). I have few things that I couldn't consume such as alcohol and some type of foods. To encourage me and my friend to come to the welcoming party, T ensured us that the foods that will be prepared in the party are foods that can be consumed by us. I was touched actually by that gesture even if it was just a simple gesture by some(T_T)
On that day itself, T came late with pizzas. I looked at T for the first time face to face and I smiled involuntarily😂Just as I thought, T is awesome even in real life. The thing about present day is, having many sides in a body is completely normal. You can be extrovert in real life and introvert in social media or vice versa. On the other hand, T is the person that you could look at with the same sight either in social media or real life. Just by remembering T, I could smile and as I'm writing this entry, I'm actually smiling hahahhaa. lol. okay, that's cringe. We didn't talk much directly on the first meeting because T is my senior(according to Japanese calendar) and T sat a bit further from me. If we were to meet in my country, T would be in the same category as I am because we were born in the same year.
The thing about crush is they were meant to only be looked from afar. Deep inside of our heart, of course we would have wished that our crush could feel the same way as what we feel right now to them but in real life it didn't work that way. As much as I enjoy having T in my sight(I enjoy it so much that whenever I look at T I couldn't help but to smile), I know T is someone that is beyond my reach. T maybe loves the spotlight but as much as I love the spotlight too, I always have the tendency to find a safe and a hidden place away from the spotlight. As easy to say, T and I don't walk in the same pace and we live in a completely different world. I was lucky enough to meet T somewhere on the road of my life. I'm happy. Really happy. Oh and T loves to smile and laugh too. It makes me want to smile and laugh whenever T smiles or laughs.
I actually meet T again in welcoming party for club that I joined in my university but that would be in the next entry. Maybe.
JINN
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