Being myself

I struggled to feel the sense of belonging. I was different from people around me. I am used to be a person who doesn't belong to any group. I am comfortable to be diverse, universal and free spirit. People around me most of them where otherwise. Not everyone is brave and daring, right? I am reaching 18 and I believe in mature age. I wish to embrace myself and stand up for myself. I wish to love myself more after I love my parents. And I wish to be proud of my weirdness and stop to listen of what people might have remarks on me. At the very end, I live my life and they live theirs. I want to live my life the way I wanted it to be and stop making others as my benchmark. Yes, life is a never ending competition. But, I wish to compete with my own way. Expectations are precious and also could be burdens sometimes. Those never ending expectations could consume you in some unique ways and turn you into something that you don't want to be. So beware of them. You may ask, does it really important to be yourself? For me yes. There are too many fake things in this world and we fake ourselves often according to place, people we hang out with, etc. So being your real self in front of others is precious. Precious is equals to important. If something is not important, then it is not precious. If something is not precious, then it is not important. 

P/S I wrote too much without any proper draft and I think my current post is turning into something else so I'm gonna post-off now. Bye.