Down

 Maybe I am destined to be alone forever. I don't ask much i guess but maybe in the eyes of others I ask for something impossible, something that maybe is not mine at all. I want to live, laugh, love with someone that I am compatible with, someone that I can freely talk to. When i thought I found one, that's where I am at my most wrong. The person that I wanted to be with, to laugh along with, belongs to someone else or at least like someone else. You may like me but not as much as I like you. You saw me at my weakest point and yet you turned away. You turned your head, close your eyes and ears and acted as if I didn't exist. In the eyes of others, you may have something for me but truthfully you don't. Not even slightest. You came to me only during my good times and happy times. I want to give up. On you. On this so called true feeling, love, what ever you call it, And countlessly I failed. I contacted you by any chance that I see. How pathetic and yet I repeatedly do it again and again. And if you are reading this, you know who you are. As if you'll ever read this. Sigh