Fragility

Dear,
I know you have tried hard. I know you had done everything within your means to maintain the relationship. And I know you treasure every relationship that you have. Relationships are fragile and yet sweet. It gives you good memories, sweet dreams and sometimes it helps you to go through your hard day. Again, in this impermanent world where everything has its own bad side and good side, so is relationship. Relationship can be a cure or a toxic or both in your life. I bet you have seen enough what kind of toxic relationship and healthy relationship look like and more to come. You also know too well that a relationship is so fragile that it can shatters and remain unfixed for eternity. Life is all about experimenting and sometimes you wonder why most of relationship that you had, mostly ended with heartbreaking and betrayal. You trust people too much and you live expectedly when reality is always out of league of expectation. You become sad because you keep on expecting more and reality ain't playing on your side. You put yourself off guard too often when others live on guard all the time. You just want to be different than anyone else. Conformity is a challenge to you and you struggle to conserve your real self. Nowadays, people take relationship for granted. Be it a friendship, family bond, love-ship, what ever you have it. People tend to take relationship lightly because they no longer believe that relationship can give them happiness and for them, human connection is some sort of orthodox illusion to stay relevant. They replace the human connection with gadgets, unemotional things because they do not want to admit the essentiality of human connection but at the same time they knew something is missing in their life. At the end of the day, even if you are the only person who treasures relationship more than anyone else,  head up and be proud of what you have become. You are special and will always be in your very own way just like the rainbow that appears after the rain, beautiful in its own way.

Love,

JINN

P/s This is just simply a free writing. Something that is on my mind and I want to express it so here it is. Writing doesn't always have to be formal and follows the format, right? Who ever you are, i wish you a nice day ahead. :)oh, and thank you for reading.