MJHEP Diary: Hectic week

MJHEP Diary: Hectic week

Hello peeps!
I'm back with more writing(lol). I just finished my tests and also quizzes. This week was probably one of the most hectic week ever but still bearable I would say. I sat for 4 different types of test which consist of 化学(chemistry )、電気回路(Electric circuit Theory)、線形代数(linear algebra)and微分積分(differentiation and integration ). I sat for chemistry test on Tuesday, Electric circuit theory test on Wednesday, and linear algebra and differentiation and integration today(Friday). After a hectic week which felt like forever and everything was done, I can finally put my heart at ease(not really after you realized you had actually done some miscalculation during the test😭) but what is done is done and nothing can be done about it so.. 無視しようか(let's ignore it).

I didn't usually drink isotonic drink in order to stay up but this time I did. I drank 3 tins of isotonic drink for 3 consecutive nights and honestly the first day I took my first tin of isotonic drink I stayed up until   1 am. Unfortunately, on the second day it didn't work for me that well. I drank my second tin of isotonic drink at 12am after I finished writing my chemistry report and not long after that I fell asleep. I wanted to study a little bit more but my head wasn't comprehending well and my eyes were getting heavy so I knew there was only one solution to that problem which was to call it a day. On the third day, I took my third isotonic drink around 9pm and I stayed up until 1 am ++ again. I planned to stay up until 2 am but you know when you had exerted your brain too much, it'll just stop working and despite reading the notes again and again you'll just end up getting disappointed because nothing gets into your head so I switched off the light and slept.

Of all days  in this week I would say yesterday was the most tiring day. I hadn't finish making my linear algebra notes yet and I took quite sometime to finish it while at the same time I hadn't fully understand some concepts in differentiation and integration. I finished making my linear algebra notes around 11pm ++ and can you imagine I started to study differentiation and integration seriously around 12am ++?!! I tried to continue studying differentiation and integration after finished studying linear algebra but my brain was already drained and I knew I should stop studying for a while and do something else before my brain drain totally and the side effect of it would be I forgot everything that I had memorized or
my mind blurred while taking the test.

I had experienced that kind of situation last year where I forced myself to study until late at night and even though I was sleepy, i still forced myself to read and memorize the notes and the result was I couldn't answer the next day's test properly as I forgot the formulas, i forgot what I had memorized and my head felt heavy and I couldn't think clearly. That kind of situation which I called black days lasted for few days and I literally screwed up two tests which was basic engineering test and mathematic test. Ever since that day, I had learnt my lesson which is to draw your own limit and live according to it. I still have some black days up until now and I'm still adjusting to counteract those days so that even if I fall, I didn't literally fall completely. It's okay to fall sometimes but you should know how deep can you fall into. There's a limit to everything. Even the infinity has a limit which still remain a mystery but somewhere finite there is.

So.. I guess I'll pen off now. That's all that I have for you guys(as of now). Kbye.

JINN