Towards South 1

I dreamt of something that I couldn't be. I'm being a hypocrite here. Nevertheless, ignore me. I'll be fine. Just like what I told you, I'm a kind of a person who you can throw and pick up as you like. You chase me out, I'll go. You invited me in, I'll come back. As bitter as the taste of meds, it's more bitter to walk with you. Maybe we are just not meant to be. You know my secret, I know yours. Does that ever change anything? In the very end, one of us will walk either one of us life leaving only a treasure of memories that only this one particular person can open and understand it. Our friendship is complex. Just like how it begins and how we get along each other. I adore you like a chocolate fountain in the candy shop. You are sweet. You are caring albeit a little bit straightforward. That's just you.
Eventually, I was sorta drawn into you in a very unthinkable way. I hate to admit this but just like what you said maybe just maybe that love is just hard to find? My life is colourful and wonderful. People wow about my life thinking just how lucky I am. I must admit I'm lucky but despite being lucky, I have my own dirty laundries and struggles. I'm only 17 but i'm blessed to see this life in a very unique way that nobody could even imagine it.
Life is like a stage of drama. Everyone is the actors and actresses. You wear fancy clothes, ride an expensive cars, live in a spacious and gigantic house but deep inside or in real deal, you are just empty like an empty container without biscuits. I'm a traveller. Going through life just as what I've been told to. I miss you, I really do but I won't stop you if you just want to walk out of my life and forget everything that we have ever shared. As long as you're happy, I'm happy.

JINN