The Sun and the Moon

「太陽が嫌いやから」ー「Because I hate the sun」
「あたし太陽だと思う」ー「I think I'm the sun」

We were talking about how you are a night owl and I'm the kind who prefers daylight. You hate the sun and that's why you prefer the night. You love the night and you adore the moon. You stare at it when you are bored while I enjoy the presence of moon simply because it gives lightness at dark night and sometimes beautiful. On the other hand, I enjoy daylight. I enjoy staring at the clear skies and the fluffy clouds that you would call ひつじ雲 or sheep clouds. I like the clouds probably more than you do but you know about clouds better than I do.

When you told me you hate the sun, my heart sank. In terms of personality, I am never the moon. I am the sun. The bright sun. Remember I told you I am the sun? and you chose to ignore that statement instead, probably because you don't know how to answer it. I think I made you lost of words. Hahahahaa.

In our conversation, I have always been the sun and you are the moon. Even at night, moon depends on the shine of the sun to emit light just like us. I shine you and I overshadow you. A fact that we both probably know and I'm unsure if you're okay with it. I've tried few times to make you shine just like me but being just you, you prefer to just listen, read and make few compliments. Moon.

The sun and the moon generally don't meet. They appear at different times and they function differently. I'm the kind who is expressive and I get angry, happy, sad easily while you're the kind who is calm and at times I don't know what's actually inside your head. When I like something, I express it by my gesture and I said it out loud.

"I like the stones!" "I loovee food!" "I like ice cream!"

I said those with smile on my face and my voice raised a little bit in joyful way. On the other hand, when you are happy or when you are grateful, you prefer to be as modest as possible and you tend to hide what you actually feel. When you said thank you, you said it in most flat tone but your face reaction changed without you realizing it.

I was probably the only one who's hallucinating and fantasizing everything but that's okay. This is my blog and if you ever read this, you come into my space, into my world. I'm still trying to grasp the idea that the sun and the moon walk in parallel line, that they're not supposed to intercept and be seen together. I probably like you a lot or maybe more than I actually thought I am. Remember I told you once I wish to be the moon instead? and just being totally you, you choose to ignore it for once and for all. Haha. I was just joking though. I'm not meant to be the moon even though I dread to be one.

JINN 

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