2nd letter to Moon

Hello Moon,

I have come to a term that the reason you didn't reply to my messages is because you simply don't want to interact with me or you just simply want to avoid me. It's totally fine by me now(I don't know). If space is all you need, then I'll give it as much as you want. You want a week? okay let's make it a week. You want a month? okay let's make it a month. You want a year? okay let's make it a year. You want eternal? Okay suit yourself. You don't owe me even a single word of explanation and I'm not obliged to listen to your explanation. That's how our relationship works. Well, maybe from the beginning it all has been about me. Probably it has never been about us. It has never been about a relationship, not even as a friend.

I struggle to delete all of our messages because I know, during those late nights of me being awake, I would scroll up and down those messages and reminiscing how we were used to be close once upon a time. Maybe, it has always been about me alone. I probably the only who thinks we are close, I probably the only side who thinks everything that we once shared were special and I probably the only one who thinks maybe we could work out of this fragile glass.

The glass eventually crack and I, without you on the front line, I'll let the glass crack until it eventually break. Maybe the glass is meant to be broken even with our interference in it. Maybe we are just never meant to be although deep inside I wish we could actually work out on something. I wish to try at the very least but I couldn't do this all alone. Relationship is never about one sided. It's about two person or more that make effort to preserve the relationship.

Remember I told you that relationship is like a bracelet that we wear? You have to change the string that keeps the stones together once in a while or else it'll break. I doubt you would ever remember that. Sigh.

JINN